I thought a lot about this blog and the blog world. I really have mixed emotions about it and I have a different opinion with each mood I'm in. But I've finally decided that this blog is for me, therapeutic really. Being a parent is hard work. Some times I feel like all I do, all day, everyday, is clean up messes or I'm a mediator between siblings. This blog helps me see the fun side.
I was talking to a lady in our ward. Actually she was watching me...I was at a Baptism with all my children, Brad was conducting, and my children were the only ones there that weren't sitting still! True. (And it was a full room)I looked around and all five of mine were wiggling or crying.
Savanah was having a melt down, Luke at the same time wanted to run around the room, Lucy didn't even want to sit my us, she sat by her teacher, begging for gum and Owen and
Jaeger wanted to crawl around on the floor, the oldest ones. I've been taking Owen and the family to as many baptism as I can before he turns eight so he'll get a feel of what is suppose to happen. So I was there for him. For his own good and he was crawling all over the place. I was really losing it and out numbered.
And that's when I saw this lady watching me. Which makes the whole situation much much worse. so eventually she asked if she could hold
Savanah so I could get Luke under control. So she rocked the baby in the back of the room and I was holding Luke in the back of the room. And she said something to me that has really stuck with me. Which wasn't that thought provoking, but still it caught my attention.
Basically a lady told her she had done some errands with her children. She went to the store, post office, and got gas. And it sounded like a normal day of errands, but then she added, let me tell you what really happened during that time and went on to say, someone had a blow out, this kid did that and this happened and it was really hectic.
That's totally my life!
Like I said sometimes I want to pull my hair out and seriously have a two year old temper tantrum!!!
Where am I going with this you say.... I'm not sure I'm just rambling on. My point is its fun to create this blog and see those cute moments you have with your children or post about experiences you had with your family. This blog instantly glorifies my life and everyone
elses. I love it. After posting about
Jaeger climbing up the tree and onto the roof. It felt better and it sounded better from here.
I gave my third and finial lesson this morning for visiting teaching,(so I've had time to ponder the subject) which was:
The Gospel of Jesus Christ teaches the reality of our premortal existence. We belong to a Heavenly Family, me and my children are apart of that. And no matter how crazy I feel or things get... its all good. There is purpose in things. Sometimes I am learning
literally through spilled milk. And sometimes
thats what it takes. but at times it is down right HARD.
and that is me thoughts. By the way... THANKS Joan W. for helping me during the baptism I really needed it.